“You are the sun, the rain, and the moon beams
You are the Divine Goddess of my dreams
You are the sun, the rainbows, the moon beams
You are the Divine Goddess inside me
You are me and I am you
I’ll always be with you
You are me and I am you
I’ll always be with you”
I am confused, and I am sorted out.
A lot of questions and equally beautiful answers.
As I lay here, trying to release myself from the fear.
I realize that the tighter I hold on to it,
The more suffocation I have.
Letting it free, letting it go
Is the key.
But letting go…
That’s the toughest of all!
Pulled an all nighter. Went to bed at around 2 o’clock in the afternoon so, my mind is pretty baffled.
On a small trip inside! And soon it will begin. 😊
Last night was quite stressful. I was overwhelmed by the restlessness and anxiety over my future. Soon the visa will expire and I have no idea what I am gonna do after that.
I never make plans and most of the times I go with the flow but it seems difficult this time.
I am just hopeful that things will work out and I just will keep on walking on the path where I am led to.
The sun came back today after a long rainy spell. It’s the beauty of living in Northern Norway, sun becomes very special. 😊
Joy of life is playing The Witcher with him. Cool game, great plot.
I think I broke my knuckles last night. I had an anger explosion. I have been so calm lately and even when I am annoyed, I tried to calm myself down. So, when I was punching the desk, I thought I would lose my mind. That wasn’t a good feeling. I haven’t been this angry in a long time. I should not lose my cool like that but it was strange.
But today I feel better.I went to this cafe called Jordbærpikene. This place has the best view of the harbour and adjoining mountains. Their coffee isn’t that bad either. It was a very relaxing time just watching the rippling water and the reflection of the pier and mountains on the waterscape. Tromsø is truly beautiful.
We are almost at the end of FFX. It’s going good.
I realized this morning that I have been taking project happiness as a chore for a past few days. I was just posting things that was on top of my head and picture from the day. I mean it’s not that bad as it make it seem but to tell you the truth, my posts are quite mediocre and lame. I admit that it’s not my goal to post amazingly crafted posts every single day. However, just posting random stuffs before the clock strikes midnight so that I don’t miss the day isn’t my intention either. Well, some days I posted just for the sake of posting.
Of course, I can’t deny the fact that those posts are as much mine as the other heartfelt seriously made posts.
What I really really felt bad about is that I hate the fact that I posted hurriedly before midnight just for the sake of posting and felt relief that I didn’t miss the days’ count. That’s not what ‘project happiness 365’ is about. That’s not how I want to write my blog. I want to be mindful and feel my posts so that those who read my posts and see my pictures can feel the intensity too.
I wish my project happiness 365 gives you as much happiness as it gives to me.
Sun came back for a brief time this afternoon. Everything was beaming with light and was beautiful. It’s very interesting how sun brings happiness to our lives. 😊