Daily Archives: March 13, 2016

Project Happiness 365: Day 95

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Well, the previous post was sad. And the saddest part is for some reason I didn’t realize that I had not posted it.

So, one more missed day and a missed post.

Anyways, here I am, all renewed and refreshed. I have had quite a happy chill Sunday. He made an amazing grilled cheese sandwich with mozzarella and spring onion topping. It was amazing.
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The happiest moment of the day was waking up to find a Facebook wallpost by a very dear friend of ours (his bestfriend). It was Tom Waits reading Bukowski’s poem.

I love Charles Bukowski. I always think I wanna grow old to be as badass as Bukowski.  I like his raw,  slap in the face poetry. And our friend thinking of us through that poetry is indeed a reason enough to be happy.

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Project Happiness 365: Day 94

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I had a strong urge to delete this blog yesterday.  I have been feeling quite shitty lately. And everyday I post these happy post but then I question myself: ‘Am I really happy? Or am I lying to myself and the whole world?’ They say happiness comes from within.  And I am trying, you know.  I really do. But again and again I fall into this pit and I hate myself and everything around me.

I am grateful that I am able to post this. But who am I kidding? I am gonna be honest today and say I have been very sad today.
Even my language app agrees with me that I am lame forever alone.
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